I tell you I do notice changes in me and all around me....they are coming faster and one day to the next is all the same.....really all the same.....
Now I do expect this will change but for now on my path it has to be this way...I trust the way things are going in my life....I know there are higher things going on than my own plans....
It is wonderful to be able to let go of controling my life.....now life flows for me and I see miracles all the time.....I trust more now....I love more now....I grow more now...
you know when things happen in life...how we can get upset and cry and rant....well I just do not do that anymore.....I know when anything happens anything good or bad there is always a reason for it...it is not for me to do more than accept..whatever it is...
Another thing feelings are changing in me I can get a feeling of jealousy and now what I do is embrace it to me...I ask of myself why I feel this feeling..I really get into it and feel it....then I let it go and you know what it leaves.....great....I love this change in my life...
I am learning how to manifest what I want or do not want into my life.....it works....somethings happen quick...like today I found a free box of pears ...just the other day I asked the universe for free pears....that was a quick one...not all is so fast..
I am waiting on my soulmate now...so far its been 4 years...but really it has been all my life I just never was ready for him...now I am ready of I think I am...when I really am ready we WILL meet...I have something to look forward to...I am in eager anticipation...
I can not think of the future ....not very far anyway as I am going with the flow...but when things happen if it has a negitive effect on me then I know it is not for me to follow...so my life is going now where it is supposet to go...I am jussst waiting to see the unfolding like a movie...all our lives are movies really..
So it goes...I am content now...happy as I ever have been.....I have wonderful friends I am so greatful for all I have...to be continued
